WORK
TO SCALE |
by
R.H.W. writing as Gulliver |
I can’t have been meant for this. Oh God,
please let me get away, just for a little while.
Now that I’m writing it down maybe I can
think again. I’ve been hiding for two days and sometimes,
for a few minutes, I’m not afraid. I wish I could
just remember my old name.
Two years ago I had a really, really, really
great life. It was just the kind of thing that I’d
always wanted. I worked for Robertson Consulting,
one of the biggest in the world. I loved the money;
I loved the job even more. We would go into someplace
and review the place top to bottom. I did process
redesign, which meant that I looked into every nook
and cranny of company after company, going over
the books, tracking stuff down in every little bitty
department. And wherever I went, the weight of Robertson
went with me. Now you’ve got to understand, this
was the kind of job that people spend years, even
decades, trying to get. Great admin support, the
latest gear. I needed a rental car, I got a Lexus.
I needed a report printed out, cooperative little
staffers appeared to get it all done just so. My
laptop? The latest. My cell phone? Not even supposed
to be on the market yet.
Of course, half the point of all this was
to keep the paying customers in line. My boss used
to say that we should always be the best dressed
people wherever we went. Kept the clients from forgetting
that we were the best. They should always look at
us and think “if that guy weren’t here, he’d be
at the White House”. Or something like that. I just
got the best suits, used the tools the firm gave
me, and kept the clients at a distance.
The only problems in our world tended to
come from two things and this latest assignment
has both of them: working with another firm, and
clients who wouldn’t tell us what the problem was.
If you’ve been in the business you know
what I mean. Clients saying they’ve got an “efficiency
problem” or want to “optimize processes” and the
moment you walk in the door you feel something wrong
in the air.
They’re in a panic, something’s gone seriously
bad, and some VP somewhere is stalling off his very
early retirement by calling us in and feeding both
us and their bosses some fantabulous little story
while they scramble for a fix.
The other problem, that was worse. You
see, when the clients are truly going down for the
count they bring in firms like Robertson in clusters,
hand out little parts of the job to each of us,
and leave us to fight it out. Make the big kill,
get the bigger contract next time and some fat billables
now. So this time they had me teamed off with some
bunch from some new tech firm. Impossible to work
with and keeping even more secrets than the folks
paying the bills.
That’s the truly fun part. You see, this
whole thing was at a defense contractor. Those guys
are seriously paranoid about bad news getting out
and they use that classified stuff to hide behind.
So I’m teamed off with this crew and my boss tells
me to track down the problems wherever that meant
going. Until then, speak to nobody but the techies
I’m teamed with. I’m not even supposed to report
in until I’ve got a solution. It was looking like
there must be some unreal amount of money at stake
because what else could have everybody looking for
cover like this?
Now I’m not from the West Coast, My family?
Let’s just say that they’re K-Mart and I’m Hugo
Boss; I sent them Christmas cards and left it at
that. I like my dating casual. My friends disappear
for months themselves. So when my boss says don’t
talk, no problem. He send me off with some little
coven of techno-freaks, why not? Not to say that
I was exactly polite. Of course, I laughed at them
a bit, but I wasn’t too hard on them. After all,
under their hopeless clothes, some of the younger
girls weren’t so bad to look at. But absolutely
no sense of humor at all. I put my hand on the ass
of this cute programmer goth type just once and
she starts screaming harassment.
So it gets down to it and it’s pretty much
me, some engineering type named Anne (looks like
she just got out of graduate school and doesn’t
get it yet), and this skinny guy (Jimmy or something)
who seems to be able to get us into anywhere at
all. We put in a few weeks trying to figure out
what’s got everybody so spooked and start narrowing
it down to this one facility way out past Stockton.
I mean way out there.
Thing is, this place, even for a defense
contractor, has a major case of the paranoids. To
get in the front gate we have to get through ID
scans, appointment checks, the whole James Bond
bit. Getting out is O.K. This isn’t about theft;
it’s about keeping anybody wrong very far away.
Geek boy does some computer magic and makes us fake
IDs so we don’t lose an hour a day just getting
in. We never see the same guard twice and with no
cameras, even video, it’s easy to fake our way through.
This Jimmy’s looking pretty handy.
The contractor’s complex is pretty quiet
most days; quieter then you’d think, so I drift
around, flirt with the secretaries and pump them
for info, a few times I even come by on the up and
up, making appointments with one blockhead and wingnut
after another, and none of ‘em ever tell me fuckall
that I can use.
I start spending the rest of my time at
geek guy’s condo, trying to make sense of the stuff
that he’s finding. But it just doesn’t look real.
Science fiction looking stuff. Tons of files about
dimension shifting, metabolic rates, viral systems.
Lots of stuff about something called scalar definition.
Freaky. I tell our computer wizard to take
a few days to break into any damn system he can
find. I even give him a few passwords I’d been holding
back. We call up our engineer on conference call
and she agrees that we should all meet at the condo
in three days and review.
Last normal days of my life. If only I’d
known.
Two days later I show up and she meets
me in the parking lot looking just plain wigged.
She insists that I not go upstairs, starts with
this crazy story.
I figure that she just can’t take the pace,
push past her (eight years of triathlons and ten
inches on her) and head on up. I ring the bell and
somebody I don’t know answers the door. In a bathrobe.
The whole place looks different. Guy at the door
insists that he’s lived there for five years and
doesn’t know anything about some young tech boy.
I’m about to argue when I see something
that changes my mind. Triathlon teaches you some
odd stuff, especially when you travel a lot and
practice where you can. So I had no doubt at all
that I was seeing three gunshot holes in the wall
behind the guy in the bathrobe. Just about head
height for a geek and freshly patched. I’d been
sounding a bit confused anyway so I act a bit drunk,
say that I was just an old college friend in town
and that I must have the address wrong. Then I book.
I find Anne at her place. I bring her back
with me to the hotel. She’s pretty much calmed down.
She didn’t notice the bullet holes and I’m sure
as fuck not going to tell her. She says that she’s
getting out, telling the world, going to NPR or
something. Fuck that. All this has just upped the
stakes. We pull this off, I’m looking at partner
by thirty-five.
Anne gets upset and I get serious. I push
her into a chair and start yelling. Right from the
Vince Lombardi school of executive motivation, real
hardcore.
“Whatever you’re fucking scared of out
there, it’s nothing compared to me! Screw this up
and you’ll fear me for the rest of your life! There’s
not a resource you have that I can’t get pulled!
Robertson is God and in this room and on this project
I AM Robertson! The food you eat and the bed you
sleep on are mine! How you spend your days is MINE!
Get this done right, and you’ll be happier than
you think possible. Get it wrong and nothing on
this earth will protect you from me!” She looks
up at me, shoulders pulled in and hands clutched,
really pissed but she’ll do what she’s told.
We just needed the facts straight.
I look at what we’ve got and tell her that
we’re there for the duration. Turns out she’s got
a daughter and no husband. She complains about affording
a sitter and I hand her my Platinum Amex and tell
her the PIN. At this point she’s too afraid of me
to do anything stupid. I send her out to buy a week’s
clothes for herself and pay the sitter in advance.
She gets back and we settle in.
After four solid days we find it. There’s
one group that’s been eating money like crazy. Something
like a hundred and thirty million dollars has gone
into this building and nothing comes out. Not to
mention dozens of the best staffers pulled from
other projects and reassigned to this thing. Lots
of vague reports. Some kind of tests. It looks like
the whole thing was put in mothballs a few months
back. There’s also signs that our tech Jimmy wasn’t
the only person whacked to keep things quiet so
I’ve got to get this done before my pet engineer
puts the pieces together.
I tell Anne to sit tight, get some sleep,
and I head out for a few beers and a chance to think
things through. I also make a few calls to a few
guys I know, looking for some angles, but none turn
up. It looks like the only way that we’ll ever get
this figured out is to go there one last time. We
put on fresh clothes, clip on our bogus IDs, and
head over in Anne’s econobox.
It’s a Saturday and it’s early summer so
the area is pretty empty. We park right by the door
to our mysterious building and walk in past a receptionist’s
desk with dust on the chair. We find rooms and rooms
of equipment and computers. Everything’s got this
homemade look. Not so much Star Trek as homemade
liquor still done up huge. Nothing’s been turned
off, all humming in a hundred different tones, with
these random vibrations and clicks little dinky
sounds seeming to come from half the machines. There’s
even a burnt smell that I finally figure out is
because a few of the coffee machines were just left
there turned on with the coffee, all long since
boiled away, still in them. Most of the areas are
neat, carefully shut down, with these dusty check
sheets on the empty desks certifying that they’re
ready for mothballing. A few are chaotic, cables
dropped on the floor and half-finished coffee cups
on the desks, looking like they just cleared out
in a hurry, almost like they were running from something.
The rooms have this smell, like machine oil mixed
with something gone sour. All these printouts on
the walls that I recognize as fractals but they
don’t look right. They all seem like they’re half
one picture stuck onto half of another.
We start looking around for somewhere to
start. We’re both pretty wiped and not thinking
clearly so I’m just looking for something that we
can both understand some way to get us jazzed and
awake. I start fooling around, looking for one of
those big lightning things from the Frankenstein
movies , but no luck. I settle for trying to get
Anne to trip on the wires running on the floor.
We find a clinic, with X-ray machines,
examination rooms, and what look to be a bunched-up
mix of normal medical and veterinary stuff. It seems
to make more sense than the rest of it so we head
over there. I find this huge contraption like a
souped-up MRI with things sloppily hand painted
on the inside of the tube. They seem to have messed
with it somehow and for once they’ve left notes
I can read. I climb in to take a look and yell over
to Anne to check out the big console while I scope
the machine. She’s slow on the uptake so I give
her a little verbal kick in the ass to get her back
on track.
I lie down flat on my back in the thing
to see if what look to be markings for “left hand”
“right leg” and so on are just that. I figure what
the fuck and put my arms and legs where they say,
trying to figure out what this thing does. Anne’s
muttering to herself yet again when I hear her give
a clear “Got it!” and hear hear her type something
in. The whole thing starts to vibrate and the platform
with me on it rumbles all the way into the tube.
It’s all messed up from there. Some kind
of sticky stuff spraying over my face; a terrible
yowling screeching sound from all over. Pressure.
Pain. Confusion. Noise everywhere, things creeping
on my skin, in my bones. It’s all gone crazy.
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